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a guy n a girl can be jus fr3nz, but at 1 p0int 0r an0th3r, 0n3 0f th3m will f4ll 4 e 0th3r, maybe t3mp0rarily, maybe at e wr0ng tim3, maybe t0o Lat3, maybe.. jus maybe 4ever..
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should i be feeling happy or sad right now. happy yes.. cos zhuen told me dat tz told zhuen dat erhh.. a piece of news. =) dis my personal blog still now quite safe.. =.=! nvm. so dat "news" should relli.. make me feel happy. real happy. =) at least i noe he likes me too? or mayb e news is fake. hopefully not? erh. but i donno` theres a weirdness in it. n mayb even loopholes alrite. i donno leh. issit jus me? or issit him? both of us? i mean. i`ve a prob wif it. dats it.. why theres still a resistence to evrythin. certainly.. there r reasons. but i jus wan him 2 noe. i appreciated his efforts 4 tryin 2 be there 4 me wen i needed someone. =\ lol`. yea. nvm theres too many things behind a true smile rite? =.=` haha. okay den currently so stressed. yay i need some desserts. desserts spelt backwords? stressed. =D COOL huh? =.=! haha. eek. n y r ppl so sensitive. especially guys. he likes my gd fren? does it means if she doesn't chats wif u, den u hafta go all moody n sad n depressed n emotional?! crap leh. =\ u expect e girl to tok 2 u 1st meh. somemore wen she don "likes" u as dat type more den a fren wor. s2pid sia. i don wanna hurt ur feelings by tellin u all dese. guess i hav 2 keep comments 2 myself. especially harsh ones. =.=` bleh! ciao 4 now. =D
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7:13 AM
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farkkkk! wth is wrong wif my internet explorer. damn lar. =\ life sux big time lar. stomach pain like crazy now den fever oso.. rawks huh? n WHY mus she copy me so much. waliew. she damn sux lar!! i gav her many chances 2 don liddat liao she don wan. y mus she continue copyin n copyin. wateva i wrote on my blog? she'll read it. den she rites on her blog almost e same thing. wtf?!?!?!?! cb. haix. i don wanna scolddd bad words.. haiz. suan liao.. im feelin so horrid. =.=! haix. i hate him sia. hate him 2 e damn core.. hate him 4 leavin me as a fren n not even tell me dat. definitely wasn't me hu left n stopped communication. i donno. at least tell me b4 u leave yea. even as a fren. haix. yea so now we're not communicating. =) yea. hes got e same "border" n all in his nick. same as his `bro` haix. y do i feel sad even? even e emotions in msn he sent me. i seemed 2 hav stop using them. no point now. im saddened. saddened by everyting. `-\\y don u noe. i guess ignorance is e best prevention.
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5:00 AM
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can i ask him why. i reallie do feel like asking. y make me think i can continue liking u? wen is answer is no. haiz. nothin much 2 sae lar. don wanna go band tml. cos i'll c him. but i wanna c my fren. so can i go n c my fren but not him? if onli he din existed in band. if only.. haiz
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5:58 AM
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haiz. can anyone even understand me.. seriously. i tried to speak out already. watelse? but wat do i get. ignorance? does everyone keep thinkin im e only one hu can listen 2 their probs n i don hav probs myself? den y does dis happens evrytime wen i tries 2 tell em. why do i keep repeating my mistakes. crazy girl myself. ytd i was totally hyper n all. they tot i was happy, i tot i WAS happy. but boy was i wrong. evrytime he mentions 2 me her or other stuffs dat i don like 2 hear. my mood got heavier n heavier till it could not sink no more. why? i don wanna e wif her in band. seriously no. i don wan 2 turn anymore bad wif her. i mean` i actually dislike her.. he was right 2 keep advising me on not bein frenz wif her. but ish there a choice? do i hav a choice? yea? no? haiz. gib me a answer man. i don wanna be left wif questions all over my head always. i DO NOT like him. yea! i DO NOT. but y does my heart goes 2 him wen hes feelin dwn too.. i don confide in him. cos i cant. he saes he don wanna bug me wif his probs. i don relli understands wat it means. sigh =( gonna break down.. wanna break dwn.
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1:19 AM
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hey bloggieex.. i actually created a new blog jus 2 escape frm other ppl's viewin of it.. i noe its s2pid.. cos its me myself hu gav them e address at 1st.. but i oni giv it 2 mich n rr mah. but now, haiya! i donno, jus wanna create another one which is private. Today so freakin tired. Well, i feel dat i'm forever tired =( not enuff slp n rest mah.. u tink i wan it huh, haiis. stress is buggin me too. stress for every single thing. Had new council duty list n guess wat? I've 3 duties. Monday latecomin wif sebstian =.= wednesday flag raising n classroom blk level 2..
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8:03 AM
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